it's been real far since i last blogged! com's down right after i finished the last blog and went out with my childhood gangs... cant believe how long i have not been online especially during my hoildays!! *rottens*

recently was kinda busy for me? holidays are over for me now. gonna start with new school enviroment!! i must adapt to it though was feeling quite "sian". so eventually was real busy dealing with my paper work. had lotsa problems getting it done! argh!! *pissed*
went hos for my scan few days ago. will be going back again on the 10th of may to see what doc have to say. sigh.. hopefully nothing is wrong with me. *wonder* how i reali wish i can no need to do those stupid scan again. :(

ytd had juz get to know my class. was in the same with jas again. too bad jo have been left out! hahas! all of us were in the same course. except for jia ling. but she's trying to apply for changing course.

think i'm just weird. intially worked very hard and dreaming very hard to go into poly someday after i grad. now, i'm in tp. but now my feelings is so mixed up. donno i should be happy for myself or getting more "sian"? happy that i've finally got in here with my hard works pays off? or happy that i can no need to step into working sociality cuz i dont wish to? feeling sian that i scare i cant cope with my studies? go poly seems like i got so many probs to endure with..? scare i'll juz flunk there? or what? i oso donno. sigh.. so, asking me whether am i happy to get enlisted into tp? i oSo donno. i felt there's no difference? hur hur..

ytd went to skl to hand up forms (but not all. *zZz*).. trying hard to settle everything all at a short. but i cant manage to. lesson is reali gonna start on this coming tue le. yet i've not settle everything! so pissed! argh!! everything is so bothered!!! ARGH!!
left skl to home tog with brother. went home to get changed and headed to gym. mit raed right after. went bedok inter for dinner and den we went home tog with a rented disc.. reach home, bath.. was damn tired. bro and i dose off.. while raed and parents watched the vcd. hur hur..*tiring*

for the time being, i'm not gonna get myself bother so much! cuz there's a midnight sales tonight at suntec! wahahas! ain't sure am i be going anot leh. hehes! wanna grab nice clothing and accessories at nice price! *ponder* i wanna spend crazily!! *ROAR!!* ;p

well, for today i wanna slack and hack! which tml i'll be working. and mon i wanna go SHOPPING!! *geez* wahahas!! and then tue start skl.. :(

orite.. some photos to be upload taken on the day out with old old old frenz which i mention eailer.. (the day when my com mati~) zzzZzz...





our lunch at V8!!! with raed, lester, huilin. emilyn, andeline and bf.. heex!













random pics of us at ice monster~~~!!!














sOoo funn... ;)
















guess raed oso enjoy playing bah.. he's so playful.. alwaz disturb disturb..












our crazy stupid nonsense act. donno how long we never been like this. hur! too bad huimin isn't here with us.. =/ hope she's playing hard too at this hour at australia :)








catch a movie at princess at late nite. they never watch movie at princess before. lols!

read huilin's lastest post jux now.. orite, huilin.. i'm mentioning u inside my blog k.. don ever say i nv advertise u in my blog kay.. =p

the blog was posted on ytd. i found it sweet as i was reading. hur hur.. the yearSssSs of friendship that all of us had tog.. so memorable. will not forget it throughout my whole life.. how abt you gangs?? wahahas! shall copy and paste it here to share with others.. :)

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tml outing with branda,lester,andelin.
the thoughts of their name makes me realised the years of friendship we walked together.
branda- considered the one i see upon as "da jie" in our cliques. the laughter,wildest moment we shared were nv forgotten. esp her evil laughter. worst den mine. forgotten when we first met e/o. u still rem?
lester-the "jie mei" in our cliques. all the silly actions he made are so frigging lame yet funny. the clown ever that makes us laugh. loves acting and sing infront of us.
andelin-closest bestie. walked with me all the while. the years of friendship we shared can nv seems to write finish...
all this being done together not forgetting
emilyn,jessin,alicia,my sis of cos. "the girl's room gang"

we all actually study/play/gossip/sleep together in a queen size bed/eat/joke/cold war
all this memories worth being kept forever. (:

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above it's posted by huilin.. isn't it nice? haha!
glad that i've got so nice frenz around. hur! all of us came from diff skl.. diff families and evnviroments.. but all of us meet by chnace and fate.. yea? hur hur.. cant blog anymore further. i'm late! mitting my girls gang late!! gosh!! they wanna scold me liao. ciaoz!

nice companion with raed throughout the whole nite! heex! ytd after he knock off, i have his time with me all the while till now. hahahaS! watched wishing stairs last nite. tog with mum, bro and raed. haha! raed acc me slp. till now, we're all going out tog lo.. yeah! girls, i'm coming.. dont kill me.. i miss our miss emilyn!! haha!

woke up by bro when i was still slping in the afternoon. zzZz.. telling abt part time jobs thingy.. by right he should have mit his frenz to the zoo. in the end din go, put his frenz aeroplane.. last min bro and i decided to mit huilin out! so, i called her and wake her up from her slp! wahahas~!! ya, i'm the driver again.. = /
i don like to be driver. it's so tired :(



mit hui shan before mitting huilin with bro companion. meet up with hui shan to get books from her. and den headed to sengkang to fetch huilin. planned to go down to town for shopping and hair cut! we're so damn famished. cant wait till we reach town. so juz went to compass point for our lunch! guess what we had for lunch??




yeah, jack's place.. but i tink it's kinda regret for us.. esp lester! LOL!! muahahas..

took random of pics..




continued with our plan.. way we go~~ to town after having our lunch...
yay~!! shopping time.. muahahas..

went far east, shop shop, cut hair.. while waiting for raed to mit us up.
yah, we had our hair cutted!! it's a $10 hair cut! yes, my first time having a $10 buget hair cut! we consider it for some time before going kay... LOL!! the first with most regrets of having this hair cut is lester!! we laugh at him. huilin says his hair is like esplanade. lol! second is huilin. she juz cut her fringe only. she felt so regret. budden for me to see leh, not much difference is done leh.. lol.. donno how come she so regret.. wahahas... for me, i don tink i have any regrets lah.. i cut alot! the floor had a small moutain of my hair! lol.. the hair dresser cut my hair till very very thin.. it's so damn thin! as for fringe, ya, i cut my fringe too. trying to have smth different. but the out come is so weird? lol.. so perhaps i'm not suitable for it? over all, this $10 hair cut for me is still ok loh.. wahahas.. for huilin? lester? WAHAHAHASSS~~ they promised it's their first time and last time here to the hair cut! wahaha.. *lol.. it's so funny.. 3 of us is like keep touching, look mirror and mumbleS throughout the day!* cant took anymore pics. as huilin's cam has no batt. zzZzz.. HUILIN! PLS DONT BRING OUT A CAM WITH LOW BATT MODE. THANKS. SHALL LET YOU PERFORM ON THE NEXT SHOPPING TRIP! hahas!

shopped awhile after hair cut, raed arrived.. continue on with the shopping and den had our dinner. huilin and i still as full. not yet hungry. so only raed and bro had their meals. got free drinks from the boss as their are closing soon. haa!

walked back to lucky plaza where the car was parked. before getting into the car park, we went arcade for a dytona race. cuz the game was quite cheap. before our race is abt to start, raed's machine is spolied! after he had it done by switching onto other car machine, we had juz started. my poor boy, played the game alone. hur hur.. for this round of race, i came in first! second is huilin. and last is bro! wahahas! *fun*

drove to geylang with raed giving directions and parking.. heheex!! he's so nice man.. like my instructor lidat.. so proud to have raed by my side. i feel secure =X got there to see pretty and sexy babes. shopped around in the sex toy shop. LOL! raed and huilin dare not go in. they seems to be so shy.. whereas me and bro is so open! we dragged them in! LOL!! so fun! also went to had our "dou jiang you tiao"! heheez! nicey!! =p

drove to mustafa after wondering around geylang.. went there for a shop. huilin and lester is like over there spraying perfume like nobody business.. hahas! oh, no.. shouldn't use the word spray.. should be "pouring" perfumes onto themselves. =p

sent everyone home after that. and finally we're home. heex!
finally i've got a real holiday among the dull holidayS i had at home! lol! had a day. quite tired.
*body isn't feeling gd again..* zzZzz...

raed's letter had arrived! he's enlisted under police force.. sigh.. i'm gonna miss him reali reali badly!! donno what and how will i pass my time with those days w/o him.. cant believe we mit up everyday, and how would i spend when the days w/o him?? so empty.. i'm alone with my 21st bday le. don tink i'll celebrate it, anyway.. hur! maybe juz some outings with some frenz? or with family to have some feast? hehe.. i'll be a good girl under my mum's watch.. right raed? wahahas!! i'll wait for raed to be back! hiaks! bleah!

i'm SUPER DUPER ULTRA BORING at home!!
i'm reali rotting... zzZz..
i serioulsly need a part time job. to kill my time and get $$$!!!
i wanna spend like a rich bitch! *roar*

it's raining cats and dogs outside. ever since i've got graduated, practically i'm juz rotting at home everyday. everyday routine is juz eat sleep eat sleep..
at home did nothing. no nice tv programme. house chores also finish doing le. online also online till i'm bored. go out, spend money.. best idea for me is.. find a part time job!! but.. i cant find.. zzZz.. working is the best for me. as i can have income. haha.. =p

about 2 to 3 more weeks, results will be out. and so is poly confirmation! haha! when the results is out, i'll be either happy in tears, jumping up and down, going crazy.. or going damn miserable tinking of what to do next. hur!

came to talk abt skooling life, reminds me abt the gathering after grad with my classmates and teacher...

few days ago.. had our gathering at marina south. (rem i've mention earlier..)
took some fotos tog. after meal, spend some time in the arcade to enjoy the air-con.
as we were leaving ms, we (jas, jo, raed n i) were tinking of were to go..
finally we had our final decision. we are decided to go 99 turn to see see and play play. haa! got influence by fred and gang? cuz dey jio us go. we don want. in the end we go ourselves! lol.. put dem aeroplane. hahaha! after playing, we went jalan kayu for our supper and den sent dem home one by one.

reach home at 3am plus. got scolded from parents. they scolded me cuz raed gotta work on the next morning. 3 plus reach home, 7 plus have to wake up for work till night falls. so mum and dad scolded me for not being inconsiderate to raed. and still pull him in down to acc me go out play till so late. mum's lecture wakes me up. i admit i'm in the wrong. i should have gave a thought on raed. i should be considerate and care abt him. i'm the one to be blamed. came to tink of it, what if raed fall sick le, how? ... orite, i promised to be good. not to only tink of having fun for myself. but oso gotta tink abt raed. sorry raed.. :(

the rain outside is so heavy!! it's so heavy that my electric has got cut off 2 times when blogging! orite, tink i shall find smth to do to pass my time.
ciaoz~

we are so outstanding.. gerald, jas and me.. wahaha..

gerald is a very disturbance!! we hate him! *argh!!* wahaha...

jas trying to be funny with gerald

here's the small group of us. as some had alr left.

pic 3

pic 2

car racing.. from pic 1 to 3.. look at sit down's expression! ( here's pic 1)
from the race, we have.. me, raed, jo, ade and gerald.

from left to right.. girls row we have... chun mei, janelle, bao ling, li ting, jas, me... guys row.. jin kun, gerald and raed..

these are from raed. he caught this from the arcade. those machines whereby you inside $1 with 2 buttons to control and den catch it with 2 legged clip. hehehe! thanks raed! i love the mouse and the cat! lol!

here's the 4 of us! sit down, jas, me and raed! (from left to right)

as i thought.. i thought i will be alone at home today. as my bro has went for camp. so no one will be at home to acc and talk to me le. every weekdays of mine is juz to stay at home and wait till raed knock off from work. to spend our evenings.

woke up by tiong peng's call this afternoon (yeah, i'm still in bed in the noon.. hur!).. he called to ask me to pass him books that i don want. as he'll be studying in the same skl as course as mine! that i've juz grad not long! haa! so, got up from bed to settle his thingy. did some hse work after that and went online.

saw jas and jo online. after chatting not long, the 3 of us decided to have a short mit! haha.. initally saying is like wanna mit tog and go one of the katong's cafe de.. but ended up we hanging up at century square's LJS.. lol! and before mitting dem, i was busy being a delivery woman of my dad. as a result, i was late to mit dem. was raining very heavily outside. till after the 3 of us got splitted, i headed to jurong to pick raed from work. zzZzz... had a hard time for me to find raed's working place (isn't familiar with the place).. further more my hp was in low batt mode! zzZz.. till we were tog, we're so in relieve.. hur! and slowly we drove back home for dinner... heex!

woke up a little early in the morning.. to drove grandma, nic, cia and sip to offer praying for great grandfather together with other relatives.

had a day. after settling those praying, all of us headed to new park hotel for lunch buffet. had it from ard 1 to 4pm! was raining very heavily after that. drove grandma and couz back. and den i ask sip to acc me fetch raed from his hse den we 3 go my hse tog as it was raining heavily. hahaha!

we had fun at home. till ard 8pm plus, after mum knock off, me, raed and parents when beach road for our dinner. before we went home after dinner, we went to opposite building to see for tickets to malaysia. hehe.. we had fun crapping huh..
and so, that's my day.. *misses raed* =p




there it is.. sip, me (having fun playing with the flower at new park hotel) and cia.








there he is! kept disturbing him non stop once he got inside the car! LOLx!!















here's my "auntie".. haha.. we've took so many many many pics.. having lotsa stupid and funny pose. i've only got a few pics in my phone. so i'm juz able to pose some. there are much more with cia! will get it from her asap when i see her! ;D

i loves to disturb him around, where ever he goes.. though i know he's kinda "zzz" ... but i can tell he juz like being disturb juz to make me happy to make myself go wu la la!! haha! bleah! i love my raed! haa! =X

juz 2 mths away.. my birthday will be arriving.. wahaha.. i've never celebrate my birthday before! recently i've been bugging mum for my 21st birthday wish.. muahaha~!!
Look! i've got 3 plans in hand!

Plan A : Open chalet and invite all my frenz and family members to celebrate together.
Plan B : Go tour. be it malaysia or where ever. as long as i'm able to spend there together with raed for 3D2N will be fine. heez!
Plan C : had a great dinner together with family and raed. (wish to have a diamond ring from mum as my present. =p )

hopefully i'm my plans cum wish is able to come true. *hiaK hIak* =p

i simply love my raed! he knows me best! (but sometimes he'll accuse me cuz he's sensative?) hahaha.. budden there are much m0re of the time, i'll be the one bullying him.. hahaha.. whatever it is, he's alwaz the one who cares for me the most! *hiAk*

Really enjoy spending my day with him everyday! he's reali cute! hahaha... i'm reali happy to be together with him. be it a life time. haa!! =X

spend a nice "april fool" day with him today. enjoy bullying him and disturbing him, having fun crapping and cracking jokes. loves him lots! hahaha!! you're so concern, nice and caring to me, raed! muackz! =p